nothing has

really changed...both Leah and Sal have said that before, and really, what happened today doesn't actually change things, other than I suspect he strung me along and was two timing me - guess that's not the first time I've thought that...now maybe I just have more of an inkling...

but really, what has changed?

absolutely nothing...he's still not relationship material, i'm pretty certain other than being a useful confidante at work (although now i'm even questioning that) there's nothing else to recommend him...

• he smokes
• he drinks too much
• he can't do emotions
• seems incapable of committing himself wholeheartedly to anything
• he strings people along (in particular, me)
• he's occasionally rude
• socially unaware
• has shit boundaries
• and mostly, has NO idea how much he hurt me and seems incapable of realising that leaving me alone (better, just leaving work) is probably the best thing....

yep, nothing's changed!