FC free....

so after must procrastination and trepidation about how I would cope/feel once I had eradicated FC from my life, it feels fucking fantastic...

it's taken a while, 22 days to be precise, which is funny, coz they say it takes 21 days to break a habit - and let's be serious, other than a bad habit, FC wasn't much....

seeing him with S has been the final straw for me - it broke the back of my resistance to cutting him out of my life...

but he's gone, and I feel happy, focussed on me, less distracted, not really missing him anywhere near as much as I thought I would, and i'm free! free to fall for someone else...

yay!

finally - never thought this day would come :-)