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Wednesday, March 6, 2013

au revoir....

so that's what tomorrow will be...au revoir BD!

so he's flying out friday! feels like an age that he mentioned he was going, and yet, it's come around really quickly...doesn't seem like yesterday he was seeing me off for my little trip to NYC...and that is now 5 months ago, in fact this time 5 months ago I was in downtown NYC....ah!

so i'm gonna miss him! he's been such a good friend, and i love spending time with him...of course post our 'chat' in late December about where things were heading, we've been friends, but last night seemed kinda different again...

and whilst i'm not confused in a bad way or hung out on any particular outcome, i'm kinda wondering what is going on for him - and even as i'm typing this i wonder why i don't just simply ask him?

nah...as if i'm going to do that!

so he stayed over last night and at 6am when he realised i was awake he texts me from upstairs saying 'move over, i'm coming down'...and so he did! we hugged (in bed), he gave me my 2nd massage in less than 12 hours (lovely way to finish and start my days respectively!), and then we went about getting ready as if it were perfectly normal...

hmmmm!

no idea really, and not overly concerned...

but i know that i am really going to miss him in coming weeks....

yep, i'll definitely miss him :-(

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