i just love a show that makes

me laugh out loud, esp after the day i've had...

so, bad headache, dizziness and nausea post the MRI, earlyish night but dreams of FC which frankly make the start to the day somewhat disturbing...seems i can't get him out of my head

oh that's right, that's because he took me to my MRI...which is a lovely gesture, but really? at some point i think a complete break from him is going to be the only way that i can move on from my hopes and dreams, and the hope of a relationship with him, even though i'm not entirely convinced i would want that, even if he came back...

anyway, i digress! i love a show that makes me laugh out loud and today, episode 3 of The Big C Season 3 when Cathy walks in on her brother having phone sex with a gay guy and he says 'i'm in the gay phone sex business' so matter of factly, it actually made me laugh out loud...

i do love this show! Laura Linney is simply breathtaking as the lead and well, like Eli Stone and a handful of other shows, i do truly love it...

ok, back to it, then an early night for me...

oh, and i'm a bit sad tonight - not sure why exactly...didn't get around to any email or conversation with FC (of course i didn't i can hear you saying) and not sure how to get him out of my head...

suggestions welcome!

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