ain't coming back...
yep, i think i need to accept that he is just too broken for me, and that no matter how much work he might do (which i don't think he will), even then, i deserve so much better...
so today, he practically ignores me - this from the man who said to me only weeks ago 'go with it, we'll either end up together or i'll be the best friend you ever have'...yep, certainly looking like that right now...
NOT!
anyway, i'm over feeling sad, i'm over feeling like it was anything to do with me, and i just want the old happy Sarah back...
so i'm gonna try and put the sadness of what he has done behind me, try not to dwell on what i could have done differently, coz really, there is nothing i could have done that would change that he is broken (his words), not ready (also his words) and frankly, probably not up to being with someone like me anyway (my words)...
now i just have to believe them...
nite x
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