of me that wishes i could just do the casual sex thing with him...
so tonight, he's out, he starts up the texting, i invite him over to watch revenge, he says no, he's drunk and tired and trying to avoid the mixed messages...
long conversation ensues and he basically apologises for not being able to deliver what i want, and says he hates disappointing me...
shit, it is seriously a shame that he only recently got out of a big relationship....
anyway i digress, not sure if it's because i've had a great day, or because i had a vodka or two pre writing, or if i really do fancy him in that way, but i would really like to shag him....
of course i won't, as he pointed out, i would regret it in the morning and it wouldn't make me happy (see, and this makes me like him more...so many men i have known would do it anyway, not caring how i would feel, but not him...)
so, maybe it's time to find someone to have casual sex with, whilst he sorts his shit out...
hmmm appealing!
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